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Third Period
"THE LATE 60s"
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In the collection
"ALL THE BOYS AND GIRLS OF THEIR AGE"
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PORTRAIT OF A YOUNG GIRL
OF THE LATE 60s IN BRUSSELS
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APRIL '68
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Bye, dad.
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- If I may.
- Thanks.
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Please...
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...excuse...
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...my... daughter...
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...Michèle...
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...She... had...
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...the... flu.
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Please...
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...excuse...
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...my daughter Michèle...
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...She had to attend a funeral...
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...Her grandmother died.
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Please...
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...excuse my daughter Michèle...
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...She had to attend a funeral...
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...Her uncle died.
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Please excuse my daughter Michèle...
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...She had to attend a funeral...
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...Her aunt died
following her uncle's death.
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Please excuse my daughter Michèle...
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...Her father died.
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She died.
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- You don't come anymore, Michèle?
- No, Mireille.
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- What will you do?
- I don't know yet. I might go away.
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- Are you coming to Eric's
party tonight? - Maybe.
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If I'm still here.
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What's on your mind?
You look annoyed.
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I don't like that Mireille.
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I shouldn't have told her, Danielle.
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Anyway, I was showboating all day.
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All by yourself, Michèle?
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I saw all those trams
heading towards school.
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I watched them go by.
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It was thrilling
not to climb aboard.
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It felt like I was doing
something exceptional.
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But you see, Danielle, that's
not true. Not at all true.
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Well?
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That wasn't it.
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We won't come back here.
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- Then why kiss him so long?
- I didn't want to hurt his feelings.
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The more I felt that wasn't it,
the more I felt obligated to kiss him.
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- What about you?
- I didn't give a damn.
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And I didn't want to just sit there.
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Let's go.
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- See you later.
- Later.
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So you like me?
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Yes, rather.
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If you like, you can kiss me.
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Already?
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I wouldn't mind.
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- Don't feel obligated.
- Not in the least.
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Let's give it a try.
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- I'm warning you, I won't go further.
- Why is that?
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That's enough for today.
Plus, I don't have time.
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- You're very busy?
- Terribly.
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- I must go pick up my friend
at school. - Is she pretty?
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What the hell do you care?
Sure.
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She's very popular.
Much more than I am.
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Yet I like you.
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- That's good, but I wonder...
- What?
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I think you'd like my friend more.
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She has long hair.
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And when she likes someone,
she lights up. It's amazing.
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Let's be quiet now.
I want to watch the movie.
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I just wanted to tell you
that I think you're beautiful.
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What are you doing
this time of day in a cinema?
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Killing time.
I don't know Brussels. I'm from Paris.
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- Why did you come?
- I'm meeting someone.
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A girl?
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Could we go?
I can't breathe.
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- So will you tell her
about our kiss? - Who?
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Oh, the girl...
That wouldn't be a bad idea.
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- You want to make her suffer?
- You've got it.
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That's really dumb of you.
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I'm aware of that.
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That kind of thing is terribly, terribly
painful. I know what I'm talking about.
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- You've already suffered so much?
- Yeah.
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Even when I'm happy, I'm in pain.
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I think I understand.
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I'd be surprised.
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What's worse is that
I never show it. I'd rather die.
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- It must still be noticeable.
- I'd be surprised. No one ever reacts.
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Anyway, the more I hurt,
the more I smile.
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I even sing.
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- I get eccentric. Skip, jump.
- So what?
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So everyone says,
what love for life, or the like.
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Yes, but... When I'm in pain, it's as
if something like revenge is triggered.
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I can't stop talking.
I'm witty. I'm funny.
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- But inside, it's not so bright.
- Come. I'll buy you a drink.
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You know...
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When I said, let's kiss,
it was also to hurt someone.
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And to be able to tell about it.
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I was a bit interested,
but not really.
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If we had gone further,
you could have caused more pain.
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- That's all you ever think about?
- Yes. That's all.
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What else do you want
to think about?
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That's all I think about too
these days.
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You see, sex is life's
great concern.
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If that's true, things are even more
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hopeless than I thought.
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In any case,
I prefer it in the dark.
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It's perfect at the cinema.
They go well together.
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I love a sweet taste with alcohol.
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Otherwise, I hate alcohol.
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Why did you say
it was dumb to cause pain?
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It's just dumb, that's all.
I know it's dumb.
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How would you have told
about the kiss?
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Well... I wouldn't have
told about it right away.
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At first I'd affect
a dreamy, distracted look.
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And then?
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And then...
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...until I'm asked...
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"What did you do today?"
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And then?
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And then...
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...I'd have said, "Oh, I went
to the cinema. As usual."
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OK.
And...?
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And... I'd have been asked,
"What did you see?"
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And then?
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And then...
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I'd have said,
"Oh, I don't really remember."
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- All detached like that?
- Precisely.
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And then I'd be told, "That's not
possible." So I'd say,
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"It's just that the film
wasn't very good."
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"So I indulged myself a bit
with the guy next to me."
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I.e. me.
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You could have told the same story
even had we not met.
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Obviously.
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But I like it better
when it's the truth.
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It's a question of feeling.
Of pride, too.
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Why?
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It's a lousy enough thing to do.
If it's a lie on top of that...
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That's the awful thing.
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You can't help but feel proud that
someone should want to kiss you.
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And you?
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How will you tell it?
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I'll take another approach.
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I'll kiss her passionately.
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Then I won't dare look her
in the eye.
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- What will happen next?
- I don't know yet.
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It'll be awful.
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It wasn't worth the trouble
to kiss me.
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It was worth the trouble.
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And for you?
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For me...
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I can't really say.
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I do like talking to you.
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- Have you ever stolen?
- Like everybody. Records. Books.
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Well, it's my specialty.
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Do you have a father?
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Yes, but we're still not
on good terms.
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- Since when?
- Since I left.
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I was tired of his dough.
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Have you also taken a vow
of poverty like my brother?
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My brother is sick.
Sick of everything.
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That's normal.
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I steal money from my father.
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Because he doesn't know how to
give it to me. It makes him awkward.
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I don't know why.
I make him feel awkward.
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To be fair,
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I don't know how to ask.
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Look at these.
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- Don't you think they're
really super? - You're right.
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- Do you want them?
- No. I was just saying.
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Don't think you're obligated to buy me
shoes because of the kiss. It was free.
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- Do you want to do it again?
- I don't know.
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You're so serious.
Though I must confess, I do feel close.
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- To me?
- Yes.
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- And to the guy you want to hurt.
- Yes, also.
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And when sometimes
I don't feel close, I worry.
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I'd like always to feel very close.
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But like many things I want these days,
it's impossible. Impossible.
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It's enough to drive you crazy.
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It came suddenly,
this need to feel close.
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Before, I didn't even think about it.
Before, it wasn't the same.
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How do you mean, not the same?
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Well, being in pain
even when I'm happy, for example.
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And wanting something,
but I don't know what.
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- And now I feel like fighting.
- For what?
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Well, for everything that's fair.
I'm bursting.
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Plus sometimes I'm horrid.
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- Me too. Often.
- That makes me feel better.
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My poor dad...
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I was really despicable
to him the other night.
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Do you think it's normal to say I love you
while waiting for the man of your life?
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Even while waiting?
Do you find that normal?
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I don't follow.
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You speak of your dad who loves you
while you wait for the man of your life?
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That has nothing to do with my dad.
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We're not like that in my family.
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My dad is very serious, very proper.
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Of course, my dad can't wait for me to
meet the man of my life. Well, a husband.
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I don't want to get married. I haven't
told him. Or he'd never sleep at night.
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- You really believe that?
- I'm positive.
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He starts to sigh
sometimes when he looks at me.
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Not pointed sighs. They just come out.
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Why?
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Well... Because I don't want to
get all dressed up, for example.
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Don't you find it horrible
to get dressed up?
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It's torture in any case.
Especially wearing stockings.
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- Yes, it's true.
- So you feel the same.
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I love it sometimes
when people agree with me.
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Especially since it's rare.
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I told someone that the name embroidered
on our school smock is like a stigmata.
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Don't you honestly think that's true?
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At least, a name is
better than a number.
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But that's sometimes
true of a name as well.
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Yet I got looks like I was crazy.
But I'm not crazy.
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It's quite simply something I feel.
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Sometimes what I feel
is a bit gloomy.
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Like that stigmata business.
I know it's gloomy.
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- There's no point in saying everything
you feel to everyone. - Why not?
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I write down everything
I feel in a notebook.
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There at least, I have some peace.
No one says anything.
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- Do you want to be a writer?
- Maybe.
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If so, a great one.
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- Anyway, I don't go to school
anymore. - Since when?
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Less and less the past three months.
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But today, I decided it was over.
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- I even threw away my report card.
- That must feel weird.
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Come on.
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I do like books
about incommunicability.
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I don't.
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Really!?
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That's weird.
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Do you know this line?
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Listen:
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"It is a terrible thing... should the
consciousness... of a man...
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"be subjected from childhood
to a pressure...
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"which all the resilience
of the soul...
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"all the energy of freedom
cannot cancel."
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It's beautiful.
But the next part is even better:
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"Sor...
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"Sorrow in life...
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"can certainly exert..."
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Wait.
So...
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"Sorrow in life can
certainly exert pressure...
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"and warp consciousness.
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"One who from a young age...
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"is subjected to such pressure...
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"is as a child plucked with forceps
from a mother's womb...
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"who keeps a permanent memory...
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"of the mother's pain."
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- That's terrible, isn't it?
- Yes. It's depressing.
250
00:20:13,820 --> 00:20:15,810
But in a very beautiful way.
251
00:20:17,620 --> 00:20:18,820
I like it.
252
00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:21,280
It's by Kierkegaard.
253
00:20:23,650 --> 00:20:26,010
I read it in one of
my brother's books.
254
00:20:26,170 --> 00:20:28,470
He was the one who inspired Sartre.
255
00:20:30,540 --> 00:20:33,740
I'm in complete agreement
with this Kierkegaard guy.
256
00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:38,310
I'm going to a party tonight
with my best friend.
257
00:20:38,470 --> 00:20:40,800
- Want to come?
- No. That stuff bores me.
258
00:20:40,960 --> 00:20:42,670
It's not boring.
It's awesome.
259
00:20:43,430 --> 00:20:47,180
- I don't like having to have fun.
- You don't have to have fun.
260
00:20:47,340 --> 00:20:50,540
You just have to look like it.
No need to have actual fun.
261
00:20:50,700 --> 00:20:52,100
So what goes on?
262
00:20:52,260 --> 00:20:56,450
On a good night, you get kissed nonstop,
even if you don't feel like it.
263
00:20:56,610 --> 00:20:58,150
That's how it goes.
264
00:20:58,310 --> 00:21:02,280
- But you do sometimes feel like it?
- Sure. That's the point of going.
265
00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:05,210
- The only point?
- Almost. To dance also.
266
00:21:05,370 --> 00:21:07,890
I do like to dance.
I dance like a madwoman.
267
00:21:08,050 --> 00:21:11,170
It's the whole mixture.
Kissing, dancing, it all goes together.
268
00:21:11,330 --> 00:21:13,740
- Come, you'll see.
- No, I won't go.
269
00:21:14,220 --> 00:21:16,920
- We can meet up afterwards.
- We'll see.
270
00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:21,840
- In any case, I'll wait for you.
- No, don't. Find someone else.
271
00:21:22,190 --> 00:21:24,490
I don't want to get home too late.
272
00:21:24,650 --> 00:21:27,020
- Afraid you'll get scolded?
- No.
273
00:21:27,900 --> 00:21:31,010
- But the last time is too recent.
- What happened?
274
00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:35,670
Well, I got home at 6 in the morning.
All the lights were on.
275
00:21:36,990 --> 00:21:39,500
He hit me.
He gave me a huge slap.
276
00:21:40,700 --> 00:21:42,690
It was the first time in his life.
277
00:21:44,560 --> 00:21:45,560
And then?
278
00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:49,320
He was beside himself, shaking.
I even thought he might cry.
279
00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:52,230
- What did he say?
- Nothing. That's what's terrible.
280
00:21:52,390 --> 00:21:54,100
He said nothing at all.
281
00:21:54,540 --> 00:21:56,640
The worst was the next morning.
282
00:21:56,920 --> 00:22:00,830
- He went back at it again.
- No. You obviously don't know my dad.
283
00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:04,320
He came into my bedroom...
284
00:22:05,620 --> 00:22:07,030
He knocked first.
285
00:22:07,190 --> 00:22:10,610
He'd never enter my bedroom
without knocking. He's very proper.
286
00:22:10,770 --> 00:22:12,570
- I know.
- How do you know?
287
00:22:12,730 --> 00:22:14,920
- You've already told me.
- I see.
288
00:22:15,080 --> 00:22:16,080
Anyway...
289
00:22:16,780 --> 00:22:19,790
He sat at my desk...
And he tried to apologize.
290
00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:21,820
- Really?
- Really.
291
00:22:22,420 --> 00:22:24,020
I was awful, truly.
292
00:22:25,430 --> 00:22:27,130
I stayed cold as ice.
293
00:22:27,930 --> 00:22:31,030
I cruelly wanted him to feel
how beastly he had been,
294
00:22:31,310 --> 00:22:35,190
and that it would take more than
an apology for him to get his way.
295
00:22:35,350 --> 00:22:37,860
So he meekly left my bedroom.
296
00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:42,190
That really hurt.
297
00:22:42,350 --> 00:22:44,560
I really wanted to have a good cry.
298
00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:47,230
So you see, if I get home late again...
299
00:22:47,980 --> 00:22:50,190
What time...?
It's 4:00? Goodbye.
300
00:22:50,700 --> 00:22:52,310
- Where...?
- To school.
301
00:23:01,310 --> 00:23:02,590
Wait.
I'll be back.
302
00:23:18,790 --> 00:23:20,590
You're all out of breath.
303
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:25,070
- I thought I was late.
- You know that I finish late on Friday.
304
00:23:25,950 --> 00:23:29,650
- What's on for tonight? Are we going?
- Sure. You never know.
305
00:23:30,980 --> 00:23:33,290
- You look weird.
- No, I'm fine.
306
00:23:34,140 --> 00:23:37,010
- Let's meet at 8:00 at the tram stop.
- OK.
307
00:23:37,480 --> 00:23:40,080
But... you look weird.
What's the matter?
308
00:23:40,340 --> 00:23:41,340
Nothing.
309
00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:45,170
Are you going home now?
310
00:23:45,330 --> 00:23:46,330
Yes. You?
311
00:23:46,870 --> 00:23:47,870
I'm not.
312
00:23:48,660 --> 00:23:50,960
If I go home, I won't come back out.
313
00:24:09,910 --> 00:24:12,710
- I don't want you to go home.
- Neither do I.
314
00:24:14,610 --> 00:24:16,310
What movie did you see?
315
00:24:17,590 --> 00:24:19,100
I don't remember.
316
00:24:19,950 --> 00:24:21,230
- Later.
- OK.
317
00:24:22,230 --> 00:24:24,230
- So? Did you see her?
- Who?
318
00:24:24,590 --> 00:24:27,390
- My friend.
- No. I just saw you running.
319
00:24:31,340 --> 00:24:33,390
What's that look on your face?
320
00:24:36,140 --> 00:24:37,950
I don't feel like talking.
321
00:24:39,390 --> 00:24:41,070
I don't feel like walking.
322
00:24:46,570 --> 00:24:48,360
I don't feel like sitting.
323
00:24:49,790 --> 00:24:50,990
So what to do?
324
00:24:51,400 --> 00:24:53,400
Have you ever wanted to die?
325
00:24:55,630 --> 00:24:56,830
It's no fun.
326
00:24:59,370 --> 00:25:01,070
I feel like going home.
327
00:25:01,430 --> 00:25:03,330
On second thought, I don't.
328
00:25:03,570 --> 00:25:04,570
Damn it.
329
00:25:04,730 --> 00:25:05,720
What?
330
00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,970
- Is it your famous pain?
- It's none of your business.
331
00:25:09,250 --> 00:25:11,430
Then that's what it is.
Come on.
332
00:25:13,410 --> 00:25:15,410
You forgot your schoolbag.
333
00:25:16,700 --> 00:25:17,900
I don't care.
334
00:25:20,150 --> 00:25:21,510
Want me to go get it?
335
00:25:24,470 --> 00:25:27,170
- Spaghetti in tomato sauce.
- For me too.
336
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,220
You have short hair.
337
00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:33,870
It's funny.
338
00:25:34,250 --> 00:25:37,750
My name is Paul. I'm a deserter.
That's why the short hair.
339
00:25:38,860 --> 00:25:40,660
Did they shave it all off?
340
00:25:40,920 --> 00:25:42,430
My name is Michèle.
341
00:25:43,060 --> 00:25:46,130
How did you do it?
What about your date?
342
00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:50,480
I don't have one. This is
the first time I set foot in Brussels.
343
00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:54,040
Do you find it's a
good town for deserters?
344
00:25:56,640 --> 00:25:59,700
Why did you tell me
all that garbage about your date?
345
00:25:59,860 --> 00:26:03,470
It just came out. I've gotten
so used to lying in the army...
346
00:26:08,620 --> 00:26:09,720
How's that?
347
00:26:10,310 --> 00:26:14,020
I wanted to come off crazy.
So every night I would piss my bed.
348
00:26:14,830 --> 00:26:17,710
And I'd scream as if
I had horrible nightmares.
349
00:26:19,660 --> 00:26:23,070
And for whole nights,
I wouldn't say anything to anyone.
350
00:26:23,230 --> 00:26:26,230
And I'd stare at people
with my eyes bulged out.
351
00:26:29,650 --> 00:26:33,060
- Crazy people are like that?
- I don't know. I suppose.
352
00:26:34,710 --> 00:26:36,510
That makes me feel better.
353
00:26:36,940 --> 00:26:37,940
Why?
354
00:26:39,720 --> 00:26:41,320
I'm nothing like that.
355
00:26:43,610 --> 00:26:45,320
And then? What happened?
356
00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:49,280
They didn't believe me. I couldn't take
it anymore. I was going really crazy.
357
00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:51,020
One day I went on leave.
358
00:26:51,180 --> 00:26:53,150
They're still waiting for me.
359
00:26:53,500 --> 00:26:55,630
- And if they catch you?
- I go to jail.
360
00:26:55,790 --> 00:26:57,290
That's really lousy.
361
00:26:57,780 --> 00:26:59,100
I'd rather die.
362
00:26:59,390 --> 00:27:02,390
How will you manage here?
Where will you sleep?
363
00:27:02,670 --> 00:27:05,370
I don't know why, but it feels
like you're in a real mess.
364
00:27:05,530 --> 00:27:06,720
Up to my neck.
365
00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:08,280
They almost broke me.
366
00:27:08,440 --> 00:27:10,560
- They beat you?
- That's nothing.
367
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:11,980
But the head stuff...
368
00:27:12,140 --> 00:27:13,720
Physically, I'm a coward.
369
00:27:13,880 --> 00:27:16,490
If I was tortured,
I'd give everyone up.
370
00:27:17,020 --> 00:27:18,190
How do you know?
371
00:27:18,350 --> 00:27:21,460
Last week, I went to an
anti-Vietnam demonstration.
372
00:27:22,120 --> 00:27:26,600
I wasn't afraid at first. I was yelling
like everyone else: "Ho Chi Minh..."
373
00:27:27,100 --> 00:27:31,430
Then I don't know what happened. It was
rather exhilarating. Too much, even.
374
00:27:31,590 --> 00:27:33,090
I felt like crying.
375
00:27:33,830 --> 00:27:37,330
Then everyone started to run.
So did I. I was so afraid.
376
00:27:38,620 --> 00:27:40,410
I was afraid I'd lose it too.
377
00:27:40,570 --> 00:27:43,480
They scream nonstop in the army.
Wears down your resistance.
378
00:27:43,640 --> 00:27:46,900
Some days, I'd tell myself,
"Obey. It would be easier."
379
00:27:47,060 --> 00:27:51,210
I often say that. "Do what you're told.
Disappear. Make yourself invisible."
380
00:27:51,370 --> 00:27:53,370
But I can't bloody manage to.
381
00:27:53,650 --> 00:27:55,360
What will you do now?
382
00:27:55,680 --> 00:27:57,390
I have to find a place.
383
00:27:57,550 --> 00:28:01,560
I'll stay there for a while until,
I don't know, something happens.
384
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:02,770
Something?
385
00:28:02,930 --> 00:28:05,580
Don't you feel
something is about to happen?
386
00:28:05,740 --> 00:28:09,030
- Things can't stay like this.
- No, they gotta blow up. They have to.
387
00:28:09,190 --> 00:28:10,230
It's stifling.
388
00:28:10,390 --> 00:28:12,630
Once things blow,
it'll all be different.
389
00:28:12,790 --> 00:28:15,510
- No more need to let people
grope you. - Some need!
390
00:28:15,670 --> 00:28:17,660
Nor to get married,
or all dressed up.
391
00:28:17,820 --> 00:28:19,110
Nor to join the army.
392
00:28:19,270 --> 00:28:21,220
There'll be no more
injustice on earth.
393
00:28:21,380 --> 00:28:24,600
- Nor poor, or rich.
- Everyone will be poor. - Or rich.
394
00:28:24,760 --> 00:28:27,960
Yes, rich. That's better for my dad.
For my mom, too.
395
00:28:28,120 --> 00:28:30,930
Poverty brings back
bad memories for her.
396
00:28:32,790 --> 00:28:36,990
- There'll be no more Nazis.
- There are no more. - There still are!
397
00:28:38,410 --> 00:28:42,800
Anyway, my mom is always scared. She
daren't walk in the middle of the street.
398
00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:44,900
- She walks where?
- Hugging the walls.
399
00:28:45,060 --> 00:28:46,410
She won't anymore.
400
00:28:46,570 --> 00:28:50,110
- But any idea when it'll happen?
- Oh, in a few months.
401
00:28:50,630 --> 00:28:52,990
I don't know if
I'll be able to wait that long.
402
00:28:57,540 --> 00:28:59,370
- Let's get out of here.
- Why?
403
00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:02,070
Can't you see?
They've had it before their time.
404
00:29:02,230 --> 00:29:06,040
Do you think we'll turn this grey when
we go to work, even in these boom times?
405
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:10,040
You mustn't say stuff like that. They
have done you no harm. - Yes they have.
406
00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:12,790
They're just happy to be
going home after work.
407
00:29:12,950 --> 00:29:15,250
You think they look like happy folk?
408
00:29:15,410 --> 00:29:17,660
You can't know
what's in their heart.
409
00:29:17,820 --> 00:29:20,830
But it's true.
They don't look like happy folk.
410
00:29:21,180 --> 00:29:23,380
You think the way they look
means nothing?
411
00:29:23,540 --> 00:29:27,680
Sure it means something. But the army
got me used to people looking that.
412
00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:31,140
That's why I didn't notice it
right away like you did.
413
00:29:31,510 --> 00:29:33,010
Look at this one.
414
00:29:33,630 --> 00:29:35,230
Things won't blow up.
415
00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:38,380
When people look like this,
it can only mean no blow up.
416
00:29:38,540 --> 00:29:40,520
I hate for life to be unfair.
417
00:29:40,760 --> 00:29:42,370
I hate life period.
418
00:29:42,820 --> 00:29:44,030
You're lying.
419
00:29:44,190 --> 00:29:45,290
A little.
420
00:29:46,050 --> 00:29:47,460
No, that's not it.
421
00:29:47,620 --> 00:29:51,810
One minute I feel something. The
next minute, the opposite. It's nuts.
422
00:29:51,970 --> 00:29:54,030
- You're on edge again.
- Yeah.
423
00:29:54,700 --> 00:29:57,130
You don't have to
point it out all the time.
424
00:29:57,290 --> 00:30:00,790
You don't have to constantly
point out everything I feel.
425
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:10,970
You know... I bet that
when they get home...
426
00:30:11,750 --> 00:30:15,580
...they'll eat... pork chop,
with cauliflower and potatoes.
427
00:30:15,740 --> 00:30:16,770
So what?
428
00:30:17,070 --> 00:30:19,030
That's disgusting,
don't you see?
429
00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:22,560
After a long day of work,
the pork chop hurts.
430
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,310
- Everything hurts you.
- Here you go again.
431
00:30:25,470 --> 00:30:27,170
It's just an expression.
432
00:30:28,350 --> 00:30:30,260
Well... not really in fact.
433
00:30:31,210 --> 00:30:34,310
It's not the same pain
as love's, but I'm in pain.
434
00:30:35,160 --> 00:30:37,440
Look over there.
Those people aren't running.
435
00:30:37,600 --> 00:30:39,200
They're drinking beer.
436
00:30:39,450 --> 00:30:43,320
Those are rebels. Or they don't
even have cauliflower waiting for them.
437
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:44,580
Possibly.
438
00:30:45,740 --> 00:30:49,600
- What did you eat in the army?
- Food of the "hard to tell" variety.
439
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:52,460
- On the mushy side.
- Just like at school.
440
00:30:55,330 --> 00:30:57,630
Now I think I want you to kiss me.
441
00:31:11,540 --> 00:31:12,740
One more?
442
00:31:18,950 --> 00:31:19,960
Well?
443
00:31:20,120 --> 00:31:21,620
Feeling less sad?
444
00:31:22,160 --> 00:31:23,910
You ask too many questions.
445
00:31:24,420 --> 00:31:27,540
You mustn't fall in love
with me, I'm warning you.
446
00:31:27,940 --> 00:31:31,050
- That's none of your business.
- No, that's true.
447
00:31:31,610 --> 00:31:33,310
Anyway, why shouldn't I?
448
00:31:34,140 --> 00:31:37,130
Love is the most beautiful thing,
but it's the worst.
449
00:31:37,290 --> 00:31:38,980
It hurts.
It's awful.
450
00:31:39,930 --> 00:31:42,330
I've sometimes spent
whole days in bed,
451
00:31:42,490 --> 00:31:44,390
just crying and eating stuff.
452
00:31:45,650 --> 00:31:47,630
Crumbs in bed are so depressing.
453
00:31:48,130 --> 00:31:50,450
I remember some
that weren't depressing.
454
00:31:50,610 --> 00:31:51,620
Which?
455
00:31:51,980 --> 00:31:54,220
Croissant crumbs
when you're not alone.
456
00:31:54,380 --> 00:31:58,490
- Love isn't always unhappy.
- Yes and no. You have crumbs and crumbs.
457
00:31:58,650 --> 00:32:00,650
But when I'm really in love...
458
00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:04,080
- You seem a bit down.
- You can say that.
459
00:32:05,190 --> 00:32:07,400
- Let's do something.
- What?
460
00:32:07,790 --> 00:32:08,990
I don't know.
461
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:11,910
- But let's get out of here.
- OK.
462
00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:15,510
- So what are we doing?
- No idea. You?
463
00:32:15,670 --> 00:32:18,420
- Nothing. It's the wrong time.
- For ideas?
464
00:32:18,580 --> 00:32:21,640
- Fresh out of ideas. Mustn't force it.
- Never.
465
00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:23,560
- We're agreed.
- Always.
466
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:25,320
- Not always.
- No.
467
00:32:25,770 --> 00:32:27,160
Not about Sartre.
468
00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:31,720
Generally when I don't agree with people
about Sartre, I stop talking to them.
469
00:32:52,270 --> 00:32:54,570
Don't make me laugh.
I need to pee.
470
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:56,450
Stop, I'm begging you.
471
00:32:56,700 --> 00:32:58,260
I have to go now.
472
00:32:58,420 --> 00:32:59,920
Do it behind a car.
473
00:33:06,670 --> 00:33:08,270
But... but, Miss...
474
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:16,300
My dad always says,
a man is nothing without work.
475
00:33:16,460 --> 00:33:19,240
- My dad too, but he's an old fart.
- That's dumb.
476
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:21,720
- What is?
- Saying your dad is an old fart.
477
00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:24,940
Can't you think of something else?
It sounds really trite.
478
00:33:25,100 --> 00:33:27,350
I'm sick of you talking about your dad.
479
00:33:27,510 --> 00:33:30,490
What about love?
Does your dad talk about love sometimes?
480
00:33:30,650 --> 00:33:33,200
He never talks about love.
He's too proper.
481
00:33:33,360 --> 00:33:36,910
He talks about husband and wife
sometimes. And about money.
482
00:33:37,070 --> 00:33:38,670
Well... not even that.
483
00:33:42,900 --> 00:33:46,080
It's just that you can see it
on his face when he hasn't got it.
484
00:33:46,240 --> 00:33:48,370
What kills me is
this living room business.
485
00:33:48,530 --> 00:33:50,730
- What living room?
- Ours. No...
486
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:53,060
It's when he says,
and he often does:
487
00:33:53,220 --> 00:33:56,710
"When we have some money, we'll
buy ourselves a new living room set."
488
00:33:56,870 --> 00:34:00,280
Sometimes he comes home.
And even before saying hello,
489
00:34:00,890 --> 00:34:03,920
sitting down, taking off his coat...
before anything else,
490
00:34:04,080 --> 00:34:08,080
he stops at the living room door,
and looks at the furniture in despair.
491
00:34:08,390 --> 00:34:11,570
- What kind of furniture do you have?
- Green. Velvet.
492
00:34:12,230 --> 00:34:15,010
- Green velvet. Olive green.
- With a fringe?
493
00:34:15,170 --> 00:34:18,040
- Exactly. How did you guess.
- We have the same.
494
00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:21,460
- It's ugly.
- How do you know? You haven't seen it.
495
00:34:21,620 --> 00:34:25,540
That's not the problem. Only, it's
nothing worth fretting over so much.
496
00:34:25,700 --> 00:34:27,430
Does your mom fret as well?
497
00:34:27,590 --> 00:34:31,780
She says, "Alex, please don't be silly."
And she wrings her hands.
498
00:34:32,350 --> 00:34:36,310
It's hard with the payments, and the
furniture is still good for a few years.
499
00:34:36,640 --> 00:34:40,350
I thought it was always moms who
wanted new furniture. - What a notion!
500
00:34:40,510 --> 00:34:44,620
For weeks now, they've been going
to furniture stores every Saturday.
501
00:34:45,070 --> 00:34:47,570
They come home
like ghosts. It's hard.
502
00:34:47,950 --> 00:34:48,960
Why?
503
00:34:49,310 --> 00:34:52,310
Because of the prices.
It's always too expensive.
504
00:34:52,590 --> 00:34:55,590
So I go out on Saturday nights.
I can't take it.
505
00:34:56,350 --> 00:34:57,470
Sunday mornings,
506
00:34:58,050 --> 00:35:02,450
my dad feels even worse, because I was
out and the furniture is still the same.
507
00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:05,650
- That wasn't my dad's problem.
- Obviously.
508
00:35:06,430 --> 00:35:10,240
- Have you ever wanted to kill yourself?
- You've already asked.
509
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:13,420
- Can't we talk of something else?
- OK, just tell me how you'd do it.
510
00:35:13,580 --> 00:35:16,090
- I'd jump out the window.
- For real?
511
00:35:16,330 --> 00:35:19,330
- I don't feel like it right now.
- Neither do I.
512
00:35:19,490 --> 00:35:20,950
But I do sometimes.
513
00:35:21,700 --> 00:35:23,220
How would you do it?
514
00:35:23,380 --> 00:35:24,590
Either gas...
515
00:35:25,380 --> 00:35:26,580
...or pills.
516
00:35:27,180 --> 00:35:29,830
- The easy way, get it?
- Why wouldn't I?
517
00:35:31,050 --> 00:35:33,050
Where will you sleep tonight?
518
00:35:33,550 --> 00:35:37,470
I don't know... on a bench...
in a park... or at the train station.
519
00:35:37,990 --> 00:35:40,180
Like a bum?
Won't you be cold?
520
00:35:40,580 --> 00:35:43,280
No big deal.
I'll walk around if I'm cold.
521
00:35:44,010 --> 00:35:45,010
Look...
522
00:35:45,410 --> 00:35:48,190
Maybe my cousin will let you
sleep at her place.
523
00:35:48,350 --> 00:35:49,960
In the baby's room.
524
00:35:50,950 --> 00:35:52,950
We can go ask her if you like.
525
00:35:53,110 --> 00:35:54,410
You think so?
526
00:36:34,980 --> 00:36:35,980
No answer.
527
00:36:37,150 --> 00:36:38,650
So what do we do?
528
00:36:40,120 --> 00:36:41,620
Wait. I'll call mom.
529
00:37:03,740 --> 00:37:04,740
Hi mom.
530
00:37:07,100 --> 00:37:09,010
Yes, I'm going out tonight.
531
00:37:09,310 --> 00:37:11,510
No, I didn't say anything to dad.
532
00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:13,600
No, I didn't feel like it.
533
00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:16,180
Is Lili not around?
534
00:37:16,650 --> 00:37:17,750
In Italy?
535
00:37:18,390 --> 00:37:19,580
For a week.
536
00:40:11,050 --> 00:40:12,650
You're so quiet now.
537
00:40:13,670 --> 00:40:16,170
Now I don't feel like
saying anything.
538
00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:29,830
Do you want to dance?
539
00:40:30,090 --> 00:40:31,100
Sure.
540
00:42:11,820 --> 00:42:14,620
Should we make the bed?
It's sad like this.
541
00:42:30,770 --> 00:42:33,000
I have to leave for the party soon.
542
00:42:33,160 --> 00:42:35,670
- I would like you to stay.
- I can't.
543
00:42:36,250 --> 00:42:38,260
I'm going to take a shower.
544
00:43:07,870 --> 00:43:09,670
You have a beautiful body.
545
00:43:11,060 --> 00:43:12,960
I want to see you naked.
546
00:43:18,530 --> 00:43:20,440
I want to look at you too.
547
00:43:28,110 --> 00:43:29,920
Then get under the covers.
548
00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:53,300
Touch my chest.
549
00:44:03,820 --> 00:44:06,320
- Have you ever made love?
- Almost.
550
00:44:07,140 --> 00:44:09,640
What did you do not almost?
551
00:44:10,450 --> 00:44:13,000
Be naked against
the body of a naked boy.
552
00:44:13,550 --> 00:44:16,460
- That's the almost?
- What does it feel like?
553
00:44:17,470 --> 00:44:20,310
- It's hard to explain.
- That's what everyone says.
554
00:44:20,470 --> 00:44:21,920
Do you ask everyone?
555
00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:23,080
No.
556
00:44:23,240 --> 00:44:24,550
Well, almost.
557
00:44:27,070 --> 00:44:28,070
Relax.
558
00:44:39,180 --> 00:44:40,590
Do you like that?
559
00:44:41,400 --> 00:44:42,590
Yes, I think.
560
00:44:43,030 --> 00:44:44,030
Yes.
561
00:45:29,600 --> 00:45:31,100
You look weird.
562
00:45:31,680 --> 00:45:34,280
Here you go again
with your weird look.
563
00:45:37,710 --> 00:45:40,020
- What if we skip it?
- But why?
564
00:45:40,980 --> 00:45:42,560
It's always the same.
565
00:45:42,720 --> 00:45:43,920
We'll dance.
566
00:45:44,800 --> 00:45:46,410
You usually love that.
567
00:45:47,330 --> 00:45:48,340
I hate it.
568
00:45:49,010 --> 00:45:51,010
You always said you loved it.
569
00:45:53,050 --> 00:45:55,360
- I was pretending.
- What's wrong?
570
00:45:55,760 --> 00:45:57,860
Nothing.
What's wrong with you?
571
00:45:58,840 --> 00:46:02,280
- I'm sick of waiting for this tram.
- Don't worry. It'll be here.
572
00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:03,880
Yes, but when?
573
00:46:06,200 --> 00:46:08,600
- Another 5 minutes, and I won't go.
- Me neither.
574
00:46:08,760 --> 00:46:11,360
- You're going.
- If you're not, I'm not.
575
00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:15,940
- No need to sacrifice yourself.
- What's wrong? - Nothing.
576
00:46:17,010 --> 00:46:18,260
Here's the tram.
577
00:46:18,420 --> 00:46:21,520
- So we're going?
- If you want. - No, if you want.
578
00:46:22,510 --> 00:46:24,550
- Then we're going.
- Just to see.
579
00:46:51,390 --> 00:46:53,490
Did you see? There's Claude.
580
00:46:53,730 --> 00:46:56,030
The one you were
flirting with last week.
581
00:46:56,190 --> 00:46:57,390
You did too.
582
00:46:59,050 --> 00:47:00,720
Yeah...
Did you see?
583
00:47:01,070 --> 00:47:04,380
- He's talking to Mireille.
- It's her turn this week.
584
00:47:06,160 --> 00:47:09,260
Why didn't you want to go?
Why are you going anyway?
585
00:47:09,420 --> 00:47:10,620
How do I know?
586
00:47:11,880 --> 00:47:13,580
Is it true you hate it?
587
00:47:14,770 --> 00:47:15,870
Absolutely.
588
00:47:16,580 --> 00:47:18,590
And at the same time, I don't.
589
00:47:32,690 --> 00:47:34,090
You feel sad?
590
00:47:34,610 --> 00:47:35,820
No. Never.
591
00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:39,230
I'm never sad.
I'm always cheerful.
592
00:47:39,880 --> 00:47:43,290
It's true. You're always cheerful.
That's why I like you.
593
00:47:45,630 --> 00:47:48,990
Do you see that guy in the back,
with the dark hair? He's not bad.
594
00:47:50,110 --> 00:47:52,010
What do you mean, not bad?
595
00:47:52,280 --> 00:47:55,270
I do like his black hair.
It's nice and long too.
596
00:47:55,880 --> 00:47:58,580
You only like long hair
because of fashion.
597
00:47:58,820 --> 00:48:01,520
Could you like
someone with... short hair?
598
00:49:39,800 --> 00:49:41,310
...disgusting...
599
00:54:08,420 --> 00:54:11,220
- I've been looking all over for you.
- What for?
600
00:54:11,460 --> 00:54:13,260
You're having a good time.
601
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:19,580
You know the guy with black hair?
He goes to a Catholic school.
602
00:54:19,740 --> 00:54:21,940
- So what?
- They're the worst.
603
00:54:22,360 --> 00:54:24,260
Why? Did he bring up God?
604
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:25,920
- Oh no.
- So?
605
00:54:26,680 --> 00:54:29,690
He pulled tight against me.
And I could feel him...
606
00:54:29,850 --> 00:54:30,940
...coming.
607
00:54:31,210 --> 00:54:34,320
- Coming or hard?
- Both. That's not very romantic.
608
00:54:34,730 --> 00:54:37,230
They're on such a short
leash in those schools.
609
00:54:37,390 --> 00:54:39,490
Try another.
The short blond.
610
00:54:40,360 --> 00:54:43,130
You're right.
They need more sexual freedom.
611
00:54:43,450 --> 00:54:44,950
The short blond?
612
00:54:45,270 --> 00:54:48,930
- I don't like blonds. They're bland.
- Trust me, the blond is very romantic.
613
00:54:49,090 --> 00:54:50,970
He told me he knows Rimbaud by heart.
614
00:54:51,130 --> 00:54:53,760
So that's why he wears a hat.
How stupid.
615
00:54:54,590 --> 00:54:56,000
Are you coming?
616
00:55:01,200 --> 00:55:03,300
You know, there's a guy
waiting for me.
617
00:55:03,460 --> 00:55:04,870
- Who?
- A guy.
618
00:55:05,290 --> 00:55:06,300
You go.
619
00:55:06,550 --> 00:55:08,000
He's waiting for you.
620
00:55:08,160 --> 00:55:10,570
I want to go home.
I've had enough.
621
00:55:10,880 --> 00:55:11,880
Me too.
622
00:55:12,820 --> 00:55:14,320
No, you go for me.
623
00:55:14,570 --> 00:55:16,200
Then you'll tell me about it.
624
00:55:16,360 --> 00:55:17,710
No, you won't tell me.
625
00:55:17,870 --> 00:55:20,240
You know I always
tell you everything.
626
00:55:20,740 --> 00:55:23,840
Sometimes I'd prefer
you didn't tell me everything.
627
00:55:24,140 --> 00:55:27,120
Go. This time it'll be the man
of your life. I knew right away.
628
00:55:27,280 --> 00:55:28,280
Why?
629
00:55:28,740 --> 00:55:30,440
Then I'll be at peace.
630
00:55:31,400 --> 00:55:33,910
You won't have to tell me
about things.
631
00:55:34,780 --> 00:55:37,180
I won't have to watch your search.
632
00:55:38,610 --> 00:55:41,910
Then I'll be able to
live as before once again.
633
00:56:03,080 --> 00:56:04,590
But you're crying.
634
00:56:07,580 --> 00:56:09,080
No, you are.
635
00:56:50,870 --> 00:56:51,970
Look.
636
00:56:52,850 --> 00:56:53,850
He's here.
637
00:56:54,010 --> 00:56:56,010
He's a deserter, you know.
638
00:58:37,030 --> 00:58:40,030
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